So, yea, I'ma vent...

This is about the love of my life, we've been together for years, and have many mutual friends...
We've had ups and downs, and our times apart, we generally don't fight, but when we do, she stands strong, I am the one who crawls back to her, sad and crying..


But lately she feels weaker, less strong, like she was... Dying even... it makes me so sad, to see her go through this, everything about her getting weak, when she never used to falter..

Or maybe I knew it already, there is no way it happened so instantly, but more like, me and all of our friends noticed it slowly eating away at her, and shrugged it off, pretending it'd never happen to her...

But now, I sit at this screen with tears in my eyes, similar to a young animal who doesn't understand death, it's mother killed... With nothing to do, but be sad, and nudge at her, hoping she'll get back up.. hoping I won't have to be alone in this world...

This is for my love, which I'm sure some of you have realized, Vortex...

Yea, I know I'm not the most productive, but I'm sure a lot of you know me.. I just had to get that off of my chest everyone.... I'm so sad about Vortex slowing down, I love everyone here, you guys were my closest friends for years.. I would have surely offed myself, or became an idiot on the streets had it not been for Johnny and Kris, I've had countless fun times with all of you... You guys don't understand how much Vortex has influenced me over the years... I would have never grown up to be the responsible person I am now if it wasn't for you guys.... Sure, I act stupid on here, but who doesn't ?? I mean... Come on, we are all here because of our love of sprites and DBZ, I just want us all to be good friends, and enjoy each others company..

I don't know what else to say, but I love all of you guys, and this board, and all of the sprites and fun we've had.

Man, this is the first time I've cried in years, but whatever, they are tears for my love.

I love you Vortex, with all of my heart.

There, I said it.

God damn, dude. Beautiful words, depicting strongly the same feelings I have for this place. I was thinking about it yesterday, no matter how many people lurk, no matter how many people leave, I'll still be coming back here every day because I believe in Vortex.

This place isn't necessarily a godsend that saved my life, but it's a place where I can be myself when I can't around my real-life friends.

Good talk.

This place is my only internet hang-out area. But I'm sticking through as well.